Saturday, February 20, 2010

Overwhelmed


I admit it -I am overwhelmed right now.
Overwhelmed for many reasons. 
Because of the desire to turn back time and the knowledge that the Timeless One had control even in old memories. 
Because of the struggle I have to be motivated and initiate relationships and the opportunities I've had recently to really be engaged in the lives of those around me, enjoying deep discussions full of authenticity. 
Because of the stress that comes with class after class and the peace I have through the One who makes me lie down in green pastures.  
Because of the unknowns of the future that continues to grow near and the hope of the promise that my future has already been planned out.
Because of the longing to stay where I am at right now and the gratefulness that I've been here even this long. 

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

A Story on Letting Go


There once lived a man. His name was Tom. He was a good man; gentle and kind-hearted. And he was a romantic, with only one true love in life -a rose, tall and beautiful. Tom kept the rose under glass, making sure she was always cared for and protected. He would wake up every morning to see her standing on his dresser, and, smiling, he would say to her, "My dear flower, you are more beautiful today than the last time I looked at you!" The rose would bow as if to thank him, and he would take her outside to give her sunlight. He would bring her water when she was thirsty and give her shade when it was too hot. For years this went on, and Tom was genuinely happy.

Until one day, the sun became too hot and the water in the land dried up. It didn't rain for weeks on end. Though Tom did what he could, saving what little water he had for his rose, it wasn't enough for long. The rose soon lost the red that once pulsed through her petals, her stem's thorns that used to make her beauty even more apparent now seemed harsh, and the softness of her shape became horribly stiff. The life in her was gone forever.

But Tom paid no attention. For many more years he kept her on his dresser, greeting her every morning and kissing her goodnight when the moon came out. He continued to offer her water, even though she did not drink. But no matter how much he ignored the signs, deep down Tom knew what was clear to everyone -the rose, his rose, was lifeless.

Thirty years went by and Tom grew old until he, too, gave up on life. He was found in his home, tucked under the covers of his warm little bed. In his hand he still tightly grasped one thing -a rose, dead and gone.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

The Potential for Greatness


"Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars." - Les Brown


All around me I see the potential for greatness. Friends and family members surround me with the pleasure of knowing the power of that. I watch as they dream big, work hard, and succeed at giving me hope. They are like rockets just waiting to go off. Aimed for the moon.

Everyday I look around me and see their imperfect attempts at perfection. Yet they surprise me. When I least expect it, another rocket reaches the target. Another person uses his or her gifts in just the right way. A way that makes an uncontrollable smile arrive on my lips and linger there.

I know that they just as easily fail. That being a part of the better story takes time and effort. But there is the potential for greatness. It is inside the people who live their lives next to mine. And it is inside me. The natural desire to do more. To be more. We long for greatness. We crave it, thirst for it. We want to be the underdogs, the Davids and the Rockys, the one-in-a-million men who actually make it to the moon or at least fall among the stars.